My Self Cheer!

We learned in group tonight that our minds are powerful enough to reverse some of the negative things that we tell ourselves and that are told to us! Awesome, right?? So I was thinking about it on the way home, and I decided to be my own cheerleader, and write something on here (because then it can perhaps help more than just myself), so that I can go back and read when I'm needing it. And at the risk of sounding egotistical... here it goes:

I am AWESOME.

Seriously, I am so strong, how did I miss it?

I can overcome whatever is thrown at me...

and OWN it!

I have a trial. I am a wife of a Porn Addict.

But this is MY trial, and I am grateful for a Father in Heaven who loves me enough to personalize my trials to be mine and only mine...

 To polish and mold me into the Goddess I AM becoming!

Sometimes it hurts, and I am STRONG enough to EMBRACE it!

I am SMART enough to feel without trying to numb.

Because you can't selectively numb- if you numb one part, you numb it all...

and I don't want that

BECAUSE I LOVE LIFE

My faith is turning to stone, and I will be forever changed by this process

In a GOOD way

No matter what the choices my husband makes, 

I am in CHARGE of my own Happiness

of my own choices

of my own being

and knowing that feels INCREDIBLE.

And before long,

All of this awesomeness wont be able to be contained

I will want to help everyone see the BEAUTY that lives in them,

Just like it lives in me.

Because it's in all of us.

And if we nurture the BREATHTAKING, BEWILDERING, and EXTRAORDINARY that lives in us, 

There's no WAY we will be able to contain it!

WE COULD CHANGE THE WORLD.

Simply because I started by embracing my greatness

And I'm going to start right now

Because I'm great like that.